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Dust always had a very particular feel upon the tongue: a mixture of the instinctive need to spit out the taste of something that did not belong in the mouth and the awareness on every level that it was one of the flavours of defeat. Hakkyuu had felt the wrongness of dirt against his lips before, sometimes from gravity alone, sometimes with an angry pressure upon the back of his skull, sometimes mixed with copper and pain, but he had always resisted both the presence of it against his mouth and whatever the cause that had put him there. But as he lay upon the dry floor of the Crystal Desert so many miles from the confines of Ebonhawke and stared up with huge, terrified eyes, it didn't occur to Hakkyuu to think about the grit getting sucked in against his teeth with every panicked breath he drew in, nor to lift a hand to wipe a messy, wet trail of saliva away to rid himself of the wrongness in his mouth. There were more important things for his instincts to focus on in that moment, like the form hovering a short distance from him.
There was no part of that moment, winded and sore in an uncharted area, that did not feel like a bad dream to Hakkyuu. He'd watched from outside of the stronghold that he had lived his entire life in as the Elder Dragan swept up from the south and transformed the land beneath it to crystal and death in the wake of the breath of its thunderous roar and in the shock of bearing witness to the destruction he could only think that it had to be unreal because these were the kinds of images described in legend and book, not seen with the eye like a storm cloud rolling across the mountain. But watching fawner and charr forces instantly transformed to deathly moving formations of black and amethyst crystal stumbling their way from the scorched land that would soon be referred to as The Brand toward him instilled the only clear thought Hakkyuu could muster clearly through his shaken and shattering psyche.
Run.
And he had. A fast as he could for as long as he could, and then pushed even longer until he fell upon his knees and let the contents of his stomach burn up through his throat and hit the dust ground hotly between his splayed hands, the image blurring through watery eyes and the sounds of his own choked sobs muffed behind images of shambling crystal horrors.
After the immediate euphoria of throwing up wore off and the adrenaline that had sent him tearing from the Branded faded out, the shock truly set in and without knowing where he was, which direction he was headed, and with no sense of agenda, Hakkyuu walked. He didn't know how long or how far he'd walked after watching the dragon take flight, or how long and far he'd run after the Branded spotted him, and again, in the flats of the desert, he'd walk again with no clue how far or long he'd go with is sense of self held away from his consciousness as the haze of shock was the only force driving him forward.
It was impossible to say how long it may have taken until sheer exhaustion forced him to stop, but instead the encounter he had with another being was what interrupted the otherwise unrelenting forward path Hakkyuu had unwittingly forged for himself. The creature seemed to melt upward from the desolate ground, a bright flash of purple movement in the sandy backdrop, with golden spear in hand spinning to capture what little light poked through the clouds against the long edge of the blade and length of the hilt. The world spun, Hakkyuu's mouth felt dirt, and the image that swelled into view in his eye filled him with a third dose of the cold, unbelieving dread he'd felt in such a short space of time.
The figure loomed, tall and menacing and clearly not of--or no longer of--the realm of the living, and Hakkyuu choked on an attempt to get air into his lungs as his wide eyes drank in the sight of what he was sure in that moment was nothing other than glorious, fiery death. For what else could a creature formed of spun tarnish and flaming purple wings bring to him? What else could he possibly expect to find behind the metallic-looking face that bore three pairs of eyes and sharp protrusions like a beetle's mandibles? What else could he expect but for that golden spear to be the weapon used in his execution?
When the Margonite extended a gaunlet-esque hand toward him, the grey muscles in the bicep shifting unnaturally as a talon brushed upon Hakkyuu's forehead. He must have made some unholy sound of terror as a searing pain unlike any he had ever known rolled through every nerve in his body and drove him to his feet only to stumble and crash backwards once more against the sand. Perhaps he meant to say words to warn the creature off, perhaps he even thought he said them, but they were only guttural sounds of primitive distress as he waved one hand furiously in front of him as if to ward the Margonite away and grasped his head where the creature had touched him with the other.
He was going to die here. After everything, he was going to die in the desert, far from his home.
There was no part of that moment, winded and sore in an uncharted area, that did not feel like a bad dream to Hakkyuu. He'd watched from outside of the stronghold that he had lived his entire life in as the Elder Dragan swept up from the south and transformed the land beneath it to crystal and death in the wake of the breath of its thunderous roar and in the shock of bearing witness to the destruction he could only think that it had to be unreal because these were the kinds of images described in legend and book, not seen with the eye like a storm cloud rolling across the mountain. But watching fawner and charr forces instantly transformed to deathly moving formations of black and amethyst crystal stumbling their way from the scorched land that would soon be referred to as The Brand toward him instilled the only clear thought Hakkyuu could muster clearly through his shaken and shattering psyche.
Run.
And he had. A fast as he could for as long as he could, and then pushed even longer until he fell upon his knees and let the contents of his stomach burn up through his throat and hit the dust ground hotly between his splayed hands, the image blurring through watery eyes and the sounds of his own choked sobs muffed behind images of shambling crystal horrors.
After the immediate euphoria of throwing up wore off and the adrenaline that had sent him tearing from the Branded faded out, the shock truly set in and without knowing where he was, which direction he was headed, and with no sense of agenda, Hakkyuu walked. He didn't know how long or how far he'd walked after watching the dragon take flight, or how long and far he'd run after the Branded spotted him, and again, in the flats of the desert, he'd walk again with no clue how far or long he'd go with is sense of self held away from his consciousness as the haze of shock was the only force driving him forward.
It was impossible to say how long it may have taken until sheer exhaustion forced him to stop, but instead the encounter he had with another being was what interrupted the otherwise unrelenting forward path Hakkyuu had unwittingly forged for himself. The creature seemed to melt upward from the desolate ground, a bright flash of purple movement in the sandy backdrop, with golden spear in hand spinning to capture what little light poked through the clouds against the long edge of the blade and length of the hilt. The world spun, Hakkyuu's mouth felt dirt, and the image that swelled into view in his eye filled him with a third dose of the cold, unbelieving dread he'd felt in such a short space of time.
The figure loomed, tall and menacing and clearly not of--or no longer of--the realm of the living, and Hakkyuu choked on an attempt to get air into his lungs as his wide eyes drank in the sight of what he was sure in that moment was nothing other than glorious, fiery death. For what else could a creature formed of spun tarnish and flaming purple wings bring to him? What else could he possibly expect to find behind the metallic-looking face that bore three pairs of eyes and sharp protrusions like a beetle's mandibles? What else could he expect but for that golden spear to be the weapon used in his execution?
When the Margonite extended a gaunlet-esque hand toward him, the grey muscles in the bicep shifting unnaturally as a talon brushed upon Hakkyuu's forehead. He must have made some unholy sound of terror as a searing pain unlike any he had ever known rolled through every nerve in his body and drove him to his feet only to stumble and crash backwards once more against the sand. Perhaps he meant to say words to warn the creature off, perhaps he even thought he said them, but they were only guttural sounds of primitive distress as he waved one hand furiously in front of him as if to ward the Margonite away and grasped his head where the creature had touched him with the other.
He was going to die here. After everything, he was going to die in the desert, far from his home.
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Though the boy would probably not know it, Aurus was silently assessing everything he did. He had very well known that the knife was in the boy's boot having found it when he pulled his shoes off of him. He therefore also knew how sharp it was (not very) and how well made (also not very).
All of that factored into his assessments of Hakkyuu now: not bad reflexes, a fair degree of resourcefulness, decent common sense...bad knife skills. And minimal manners, but that last part mattered half as much as any of the others.
It was mostly out of an interest in testing the boy's patience and composure that Aurus opted to just stand and watch him though--he wanted to see what he would do. Which was also why he said nothing to the single word of thanks, giving only a slight incline of his head to acknowledge that he'd heard.
He was beginning to assemble a vague sort of image from the puzzle pieces this boy was dropping: he wanted to go back to Ebonhawke, so evidently he hadn't fled the place intentionally; he was rough and unschooled, certainly physically but also probably mentally; he had a fair enough degree of natural aptitude to compensate for the total lack of training; but the fact that he was alive right now? There was nothing that didn't further point to it being a matter of sheer dumb luck.
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Aurus would therefore find that Hakkyuu had a surprising amount of patience, at least when it came to the cactus fruit. He worked diligently at the fruit with his loyal, though kind-of-dull knife in silence except for the soft creaking sounds of the thick skin slowly slipping further and further, until the creak became a crack and he could twist the blade sharply to split the fruit down the middle. He huffed, resting the knife on his knee for a moment as he took each half of the fruit in either hand to pry it apart fully.
It wasn't super neat, and he clearly wasn't going to be invited to work at a gourmet restaurant in Lion's Arch any time soon, but he got in and that's a start. He also doesn't try and shove the halved fruit into his mouth, instead using the knife to slice a section of flesh out from as close to the rind as possible.
As he lifted the slice of fruit to his mouth and started to chew, he finally lifted his eyes to set a hard stare on Aurus.
"What?"
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Aurus gave the boy a mild sort of look. The sort of look that said What 'what'? without conceding that his consideration needed any sort of explanation whatsoever. He stayed right where he was, his posture unchanged. This was his cave, after all.
It wasn't worth just maintaining the silence for the sake of it though, and presently he decided to begin posing a few questions, as much to see the attitude with which they would be received as to learn what the answers would be. He started with an easy one:
"Do you remember how you got here?"
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He chewed steadily, determined not to act nearly as ravenous as he felt.
Swallowing deeply, he then went to cut another slice from the fruit almost as if he wasn't going to speak at all.
"I walked," he said matter-of-factly, then after pulling a sliver of fruit free he added, more quietly, "I guess."
He started chewing again, but this time he wasn't silent as he pushed the morsel into his cheek to speak.
"I was outside when the dragon flew over. I don't remember which way I went, or how long I walked for. I don't know how long it's really been."
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When the answer finally came, he "rewarded" it by filling in the gaps:
"Four days total, as of today."
He could ask the boy whether he remembered the creature that attacked him, but he elected not to for now, curious to see how his young "guest" would conduct himself without any leading questions to guide him.
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"Four days, huh..." he muttered as he tore out another chunk of fruit flesh and brought it to his mouth, this time biting the piece in half rather than just shoving it all in.
He looked up at Aurus all the while he chewed, then after swallowing he narrowed one eye.
"What are you anyway?"
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"I'm a sylvari."
He wasn't offended, nor honestly even terribly surprised--he hadn't stopped in Ebonhawke on his way south just like he presumed others of his kind also had not, if they'd ever even traveled this way (it was not a foregone conclusion). So he could easily believe that this boy had never seen a member of his race before, but he still wasn't going to just offer any elaboration. If Hakkyuu wanted that, he would have to request it specifically.
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"Like... The plant people? That plant race off--" he waved the knife a little "--off... somewhere else?"
He didn't know where sylvari were from. He'd never seen a sylvari. He wasn't sure this guy really was a sylvari yet, but he had nothing else to compare to and what reason was there to lie?
"What are you doing out in the desert on your own? You got house-plant friends that are just out somewhere else right now or what?"
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"The Maguuma Jungle, mostly," he said. Yes, he was indeed a very long way from home.
"I live here." It was also an answer lacking in almost all elaboration. Oh, except for one bit: "Alone."
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"What kind of idiot would come out to a place like this intentionally..." he muttered, mostly to himself, but when you say something out loud you are saying it to someone. And there were only two of them in the cave.
...Okay, he was saying it to Aurus directly.
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His answer was as dry as the air around them. "Evidently the same kind who will rescue helpless lost boys from being attacked in the desert," he said with the unsubtle implication that Hakkyuu ought to show at least a modicum more gratitude for the fact that he was here and alive.
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He went quiet again, perhaps even seeming a little sheepish. Maybe. Whatever it was, he was quiet with his head down slightly as he set back to his fruit.
Then, without any additional context, and without looking up, he said, "Hakkyuu."
Honestly, he could have been making a random sound for all the additional information he gave. Sorry, Aurus. So sorry.
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While he appreciated that he had indeed made his point and was being offered a concession to acknowledge it, he still wasn't going to present himself as too soft a touch.
After all, he really wasn't too soft a touch.
So although he realized what he was being told perfectly well, he still had a little remark to make on just how he was being told it. He gave the boy a tilt of his head that was rife with mock inquisitiveness. "Hmm? Oh, is that supposed to be your name?" (He knew very well that it was.) "It sounded a bit like a sneeze."
A beat later, though, he gave his own name in return, "I'm Aurus."
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He didn't even crack a smile, but as he sliced off the last sliver of fruit flesh from one half of his cactus pear it was clear that he wasn't offended by Aurus' jab.
"Nice to meetcha. I guess. Thanks for not trying to kill me or anything. And giving me fruit."
He paused, looking up at Aurus again with his eyebrows pressed into a skeptical line as he stopped mid-chew.
"... You didn't, like, grow this yourself, did you?" he nodded in the direction of the other half of the fruit, after consuming the rest.
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He had, in fact, collected the cactus fruit from out in the desert, part of the necessary routine of life here, much of which was devoted to assuring he had food and water.
"As a matter of fact, they grow out of my ears while I sleep. Why do you ask?"
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"Gross. Are you all like this?"
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"You might have to be somewhat more specific," he answered, still giving nothing away.
He was waiting to see if Hakkyuu would start eating the other half of the fruit or if his sensibilities would prove too delicate for the joke. Of course it was also possible that the boy would call his bluff. Aurus hadn't discounted that, but at the moment it didn't seem so likely.
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"Gross. I meant gross. Are all you plants fucking gross?"
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It was more likely that the boy would discover the joke long before he met another of Aurus's race, but for the time being, Aurus saw no reason to tip his hand, especially since Hakkyuu was still eating, which he badly needed to do.
On the other hand it seemed to Aurus that he probably shouldn't tease the young man too much, even if it was rather easy. So he followed this up with an honest offer.
"You'll find a basin and a ladle at the back of the cave if you wish to wash yourself. Dump the dirty water outside."
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When Aurus offered him the use of the basin and water, Hakkyuu looked over his shoulder to the back of the cave. He frowned then and shot a glance back at Aurus.
"Why are you doing this? What do you get out of it?"
He wasn't used to getting help just because you needed it, not because the people of Ebonhawke were heartless, just that there wasn't much to go around so getting something for nothing seemed alien to him. There had to be a catch, he just couldn't figure out what it was.
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As to why he was doing this... "You wandered into my square of desert," he said mildly, as though the question actually mattered to him very little. "If you died within it then I'd have to clean up--bury your body." He sat down. "Do you have any idea how difficult it is to dig a grave in the sand?"
Ok, so it wasn't exactly a true answer, but it wasn't a false answer either, and most importantly it seemed like it was the right answer to give to a boy with Hakkyuu's abrasively coarse attitude about where he was and what had happened to him. Would he learn the contours of the real answer? Certainly he could, but it would take a shift in his attitude before he began to do so. At this point, Aurus thought, he might just as well leave without ever knowing.
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He ate in relative silence, allowing Aurus to settle down if he wanted to, but when there were only two hollow shells of the outer skin of the fruit remained he wiped the back of his hand across his mouth and stood up.
"... You're really weird," he proclaimed, having come to this conclusion for sure at that point before padding across the length of the cave to the bathing area that had been pointed out to him.
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Admittedly, it was harder to meditate with the sound of another person's movement there in the back of the cave, but rather than growing distracted, Aurus merely incorporated the sound into his mindfulness, his focus sometimes settling on it--the swishing of water or an echo of breath in a place it was usually not--before returning to his breathing once more. Actually, what was even more distracting was his curiosity about what Hakkyuu would do next, once he was done bathing and was faced with the only other person present effectively ignoring him.
What, Aurus was very curious to learn, would Hakkyuu do here in a desert cave with nothing to distract or entertain him?
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He hadn't even been in the desert that long and the water felt incredible against his skin, washing away the grim of several days of walking and the salty residue of evaporated sweat. He sighed faintly to himself as he pressed his fingers into tender parts of his muscles and groaned as his touched dipped against scrapes and bruises in his skin. He closed his eyes, head tilted back as he drained a ladle of water over his hair, then lay his hands either side of the basin.
Small droplets slipped off the tips of his hair and along the line of his jaw as he just let himself stay there, arms bracing himself against the basin with his eyes closed. It was pleasant enough in the cave to dry off naturally and after a few long moments of just letting the air from the mouth of cave roll over his damp shoulders and the water steadily dry in patches on his skin, Hakkyuu opened his heavy, tired eyes. What he wasn't expecting to see was the eyes staring back at him in the water, or the shock of snowy-silver hair, or indeed how pale he looked in that wavy reflection. He'd managed to ignore the change in colour on his arms and body, but it was undeniably obvious seeing himself staring back in the water.
His reaction wasn't instantaneous, he left just enough time to confirm that it wasn't something strange with his eyes or something in the water or the basin distorting his appearance, but the moment when he struck away all these variables very logically as when pure irrationality took over.
Hakkyuu shoved himself back abruptly, sending the basin and all the water within it flying across the cave and spinning across the floor as he stumbled back to press his wall against the back of the cave with his eyes wide.
"W-what... What happened to me?! What's wrong with my face?!"
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Blinking at the suddenness of the commotion which demanded his attention at the back of the cave, Aurus looked round in a snap, taking in the spilled basin, the patch of water pooling on the floor and sinking into sandstone, the naked boy with his back pressed against the wall.
It was not exactly a reaction he was anticipating. But then he hadn't seen the boy before his encounter with the Margonite.
In context, his reaction was probably frustratingly calm. He hadn't even stood up yet. But he doubted very much that him rushing over or getting all alarmed was going to help the matter any. For a moment he blinked at Hakkyuu, deciding how best to answer. He opted for bluntly: "I don't know. Is there something wrong with your face?"
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